CAUTIOUSLY OPTIMISTIC

That's my current mood, not really a new thing. If it goes bad for any reason, I'm not going to dwell, if it goes well, then cool. Despite the fact that I'm writing a lot about this date this week, I'm really not so caught up with it. I'm more just glad that I have one I can be excited about (as opposed to the usual apathy), know what I mean? I am nervous... but just pre-date jitters.

Thanks all for your kind words regarding this date! You're very sweet.