Monday, November 20, 2006

HOME

hmm... a lot has gone on since last Thursday. Looks like it's time for a summary update.

Friday - Went to a 2 1/2 hour long piano concert of modern art music. Sigh. Came back to my place with blind date girl. Drunken sex ensued. Good day.

Saturday - Drove blind date girl home to New Jersey. Having limited East Coast geography knowledge, I didn't plan on a 3 hour drive. Oh well. It wasn't all bad, I met her family, who are very sweet, and had a good time generally.

Sunday - Had lunch after church with the director of the choir. He's about 30, and gay. He's a genuinely nice guy, and a good friend. He mentioned something about setting me up with some girls, or maybe his 26 year old sister. YES! He's a good looking guy and I'm hoping it runs in the family...

Then flew home.

Today - Met up at the gym with old friends and had lunch. Then drove an hour this evening to sing in a friends grandmother's funeral. Saw many folks from my undergrad, including a favorite professor. It was nice, except for K's ex-boyfriend (the one right before me) was there. It was awkward, to say the least.

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So, what's up with blind date girl you ask?

I'm not sure.

I find myself developing more feelings for her as we go on, yet I continue to get red flags left and right. I enjoy being around her... it's comfortable, and it's nice to feel that way around a woman again, yet I know it won't last.

I don't know what to do. I find us doing relationship-type things, and it doesn't freak me out, per se... but I think that deep down, the chemistry isn't there.

I know this, yet I'm comfortable. I'm leaning towards ending this soon.... mainly because I don't want to miss another opportunity because I'm with her. And I mean, come on, I'm still checking out other girls constantly... not a good sign.

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Being home is nice. I haven't exactly figured out yet where I belong in this world, but it's nice to have a place that makes me so comfortable.

I'm going to catch up with a lot of friends this week and enjoy a chance to be more social for a change (from recently, at least). It's going to be a good, busy week. I'll try to check in more often!

2 Comments:

Blogger EE said...

*snort* I love this...

"Came back to my place with blind date girl. Drunken sex ensued. Good day"

Keep us updated on the set up with the sister.

I hope you really enjoy your time at home with your family and friends. :)

*smooches*

9:14 PM  
Blogger Greyhound Girl said...

Hope you have fun at home.

3:37 PM  

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