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hmm... a lot has gone on since last Thursday. Looks like it's time for a summary update.
Friday - Went to a 2 1/2 hour long piano concert of modern art music. Sigh. Came back to my place with blind date girl. Drunken sex ensued. Good day.
Saturday - Drove blind date girl home to New Jersey. Having limited East Coast geography knowledge, I didn't plan on a 3 hour drive. Oh well. It wasn't all bad, I met her family, who are very sweet, and had a good time generally.
Sunday - Had lunch after church with the director of the choir. He's about 30, and gay. He's a genuinely nice guy, and a good friend. He mentioned something about setting me up with some girls, or maybe his 26 year old sister. YES! He's a good looking guy and I'm hoping it runs in the family...
Then flew home.
Today - Met up at the gym with old friends and had lunch. Then drove an hour this evening to sing in a friends grandmother's funeral. Saw many folks from my undergrad, including a favorite professor. It was nice, except for K's ex-boyfriend (the one right before me) was there. It was awkward, to say the least.
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So, what's up with blind date girl you ask?
I'm not sure.
I find myself developing more feelings for her as we go on, yet I continue to get red flags left and right. I enjoy being around her... it's comfortable, and it's nice to feel that way around a woman again, yet I know it won't last.
I don't know what to do. I find us doing relationship-type things, and it doesn't freak me out, per se... but I think that deep down, the chemistry isn't there.
I know this, yet I'm comfortable. I'm leaning towards ending this soon.... mainly because I don't want to miss another opportunity because I'm with her. And I mean, come on, I'm still checking out other girls constantly... not a good sign.
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Being home is nice. I haven't exactly figured out yet where I belong in this world, but it's nice to have a place that makes me so comfortable.
I'm going to catch up with a lot of friends this week and enjoy a chance to be more social for a change (from recently, at least). It's going to be a good, busy week. I'll try to check in more often!
hmm... a lot has gone on since last Thursday. Looks like it's time for a summary update.
Friday - Went to a 2 1/2 hour long piano concert of modern art music. Sigh. Came back to my place with blind date girl. Drunken sex ensued. Good day.
Saturday - Drove blind date girl home to New Jersey. Having limited East Coast geography knowledge, I didn't plan on a 3 hour drive. Oh well. It wasn't all bad, I met her family, who are very sweet, and had a good time generally.
Sunday - Had lunch after church with the director of the choir. He's about 30, and gay. He's a genuinely nice guy, and a good friend. He mentioned something about setting me up with some girls, or maybe his 26 year old sister. YES! He's a good looking guy and I'm hoping it runs in the family...
Then flew home.
Today - Met up at the gym with old friends and had lunch. Then drove an hour this evening to sing in a friends grandmother's funeral. Saw many folks from my undergrad, including a favorite professor. It was nice, except for K's ex-boyfriend (the one right before me) was there. It was awkward, to say the least.
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So, what's up with blind date girl you ask?
I'm not sure.
I find myself developing more feelings for her as we go on, yet I continue to get red flags left and right. I enjoy being around her... it's comfortable, and it's nice to feel that way around a woman again, yet I know it won't last.
I don't know what to do. I find us doing relationship-type things, and it doesn't freak me out, per se... but I think that deep down, the chemistry isn't there.
I know this, yet I'm comfortable. I'm leaning towards ending this soon.... mainly because I don't want to miss another opportunity because I'm with her. And I mean, come on, I'm still checking out other girls constantly... not a good sign.
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Being home is nice. I haven't exactly figured out yet where I belong in this world, but it's nice to have a place that makes me so comfortable.
I'm going to catch up with a lot of friends this week and enjoy a chance to be more social for a change (from recently, at least). It's going to be a good, busy week. I'll try to check in more often!
2 Comments:
*snort* I love this...
"Came back to my place with blind date girl. Drunken sex ensued. Good day"
Keep us updated on the set up with the sister.
I hope you really enjoy your time at home with your family and friends. :)
*smooches*
Hope you have fun at home.
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