BLOGGER IS REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME OFF
If I can find a less frustrating place to blog, I might be moving soon, stay tuned.
Thanks to EE for giving me the kick in the butt to get posting again. This is for you lady -
(note: blogger, yet again, is not allowing me to post pictures, so no half naked pic for now, sorry)
Now that that is out of the way.
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So my good friend/ex gf came into town over the last weekend. It was really comforting to have someone from home visit. We went out to dinner on Friday, then came back and watched a movie. Nothing special, just nice.
Then saturday. Sigh. We went to the halloween party (pictures to come at some point), and of course, she was looking fine. We both got drunk and when we came back to my place, she attacked me. Next thing I know, we did the dirty.
And let me tell you, it was just that... most of the times I've had sex it was very sweet, and gentle. This wasn't. Let's just say that I had to spend all day Sunday after she left fixing my broken bed. Yeah.
So. I discovered something about myself that I did not know. I have the ability to have sex with NO emotional connection whatsoever. I guess 99% of guys are this way... I guess I just hoped I wasn't.
That's not to say it wasn't good. And obviously, I do care about this girl as a friend... but any wonderings I had about the possibility of a relationship were cleared up this weekend with her. She's a wonderful girl, but she's just not for me.
So, I haven't talked to her yet, but will soon. I think that she might have put more stock into what happened than I, and that really bothers me. Even if she did come on to me, that doesn't really make me feel alright about it.
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And, of course, not to leave my life too uncomplicated, I went an a 3rd date with blind date girl on Thursday (2 days ago)... and we messed around. No sex, but messed around.
I decided at some point after ex left on Sunday that I will not be the guy who has sex at every opportunity. One "fling" is enough for me in my life. I plan to take things nice and slow with blind date girl, and if sex happens, it's going to be because I really like her.
Honestly though, that probably won't happen. She's... prissy. She reminds me of K... sort of a diva (that's what you get when you date stage actresses, I guess). She spent half the night talking about her ex boyfriend, and their open relationship (eek!).
The good thing she has going for her is that she's funny, and that's something I'm really drawn to in women. It makes the conversation easy... when she's not bitching about her ex (who she still argues with all the time, by the way... double eek!).
So, long story short, I have fun with her, but I know it's not a long term thing - and I'm not going to let sex cloud my judgement... I'm just not going to do it with her.
*composer takes out whip* down penis, down!
If I can find a less frustrating place to blog, I might be moving soon, stay tuned.
Thanks to EE for giving me the kick in the butt to get posting again. This is for you lady -
(note: blogger, yet again, is not allowing me to post pictures, so no half naked pic for now, sorry)
Now that that is out of the way.
-------------
So my good friend/ex gf came into town over the last weekend. It was really comforting to have someone from home visit. We went out to dinner on Friday, then came back and watched a movie. Nothing special, just nice.
Then saturday. Sigh. We went to the halloween party (pictures to come at some point), and of course, she was looking fine. We both got drunk and when we came back to my place, she attacked me. Next thing I know, we did the dirty.
And let me tell you, it was just that... most of the times I've had sex it was very sweet, and gentle. This wasn't. Let's just say that I had to spend all day Sunday after she left fixing my broken bed. Yeah.
So. I discovered something about myself that I did not know. I have the ability to have sex with NO emotional connection whatsoever. I guess 99% of guys are this way... I guess I just hoped I wasn't.
That's not to say it wasn't good. And obviously, I do care about this girl as a friend... but any wonderings I had about the possibility of a relationship were cleared up this weekend with her. She's a wonderful girl, but she's just not for me.
So, I haven't talked to her yet, but will soon. I think that she might have put more stock into what happened than I, and that really bothers me. Even if she did come on to me, that doesn't really make me feel alright about it.
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And, of course, not to leave my life too uncomplicated, I went an a 3rd date with blind date girl on Thursday (2 days ago)... and we messed around. No sex, but messed around.
I decided at some point after ex left on Sunday that I will not be the guy who has sex at every opportunity. One "fling" is enough for me in my life. I plan to take things nice and slow with blind date girl, and if sex happens, it's going to be because I really like her.
Honestly though, that probably won't happen. She's... prissy. She reminds me of K... sort of a diva (that's what you get when you date stage actresses, I guess). She spent half the night talking about her ex boyfriend, and their open relationship (eek!).
The good thing she has going for her is that she's funny, and that's something I'm really drawn to in women. It makes the conversation easy... when she's not bitching about her ex (who she still argues with all the time, by the way... double eek!).
So, long story short, I have fun with her, but I know it's not a long term thing - and I'm not going to let sex cloud my judgement... I'm just not going to do it with her.
*composer takes out whip* down penis, down!
posted by Composer at 4:47 PM
6 Comments:
"*composer takes out whip* down penis, down! "
*SNORT* OMFG...that is too, TOO funny....LMAO!!!!
Ok. Honestly, most pple I know use Journalspace or Wordpress. I am very tempted and may still at some point move to WP, but for some reason I am a glutten for punishment and remain to put up w/ Bloggers abuse (hmmm....am I seeing a life pattern here?!?!? LOL!). Anyways. I find the best luck uploading photos to Photobucket (or some other photo storage site) and then using the URL to upload onto Blogger. I haven't been able to upload directly from my PC to Blogger in *months*. The other thing I've done that always works w/o fail when Blogger is being a super insane bitch, is manually enter the code. Frankly, that is usually what I do anyways, bc it saves me the fucking headache, you know? Oh. And there is this other site that is called like SMILE, or HELLO, or whatthefuckever that helps you upload pics onto Blogger. I was told about it this past wk. I'll look for the link, if I find it I'll send it to you, ok?
OK. NOW for your post (bc I'm apparently VERY long winded this evening, lol!)...
IDK. I know the 'thing' that happened last wkend was uncharacteristic for you...but I wouldn't look at it as necc a super bad thing. I guess basically, don't beat yourself up over it, you know? And I'm LOL at you with a Diva....that just doesn't seem very...uh, 'you'.... I see you with someone who is a lot more grounded and down to earth (although don't read into that granola-ish *snort*).
So. I won't let you forget about the pics.... ;)
"hmmm....am I seeing a life pattern here?!?!?" - HA! Do I ever know the feeling!
Thanks for the blogger help pretty lady! I believe that I will be swithing soon... I'll let you all know!
haha, I know, I'd never see me with a diva either... I guess I just really love a good sense of humor and that seems to be part of the unfortunate package. Sigh.
You've GOT to be able to find someone with a good sense of humor AND who clicks with you in other areas, no?!
Ok. So here is the link I was talking about that makes uploading pics easier to Blogger. :)
http://bloggingchicks.blogspot.com/2006/11/resources-hello.html
http://www.hello.com/
man, when I find a girl with an awesome sense of humor that I also click with - I'm marrying her.
Broken Bed? Go you!
Hmmmm.....I'll be single in about 2months.... ;)
LOL
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