HEADING HOME
EE asked a while back and I forgot to mention that, yes, I am heading home for the holidays. For quite a while in fact, about three weeks.
I'm sharing a cab with KC (chick drives me LOCO) to head to the airport on Wednesday and then I'm working at one of my old jobs for the few days before Christmas.
The big plus here is that my old home, the one I loved SO MUCH, has not yet been sold, so that's where I'm going to be staying this break. WHOO! I feel a bit bad for my parents, who I could tell wanted me to stay with them. BUT, I got a nice big dose of that over Thanksgiving, and I'm saying no thanks.
It's not that I don't enjoy being around them, I do. BUT,
1. I miss my house a lot. I have a lot of memories from there and moreso, it's MINE. I want to be there.
2. I can't get as much work done at my parents place.
3. Being at their place makes me feel like I'm in high school again.
4. I'm going to be there plenty anyways to work out and do family stuff.
Not to mention I really can't bring a girl back to my parents place (not that I'm expecting that, but should it happen...).
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In other news. I'm proud to say that I really feel like I'm turning a corner and moving on. I can't say that it's any one thing, but if I had to guess, I'd say it's mainly just time. I realized it a day or two ago when I realized how little I'd thought of K lately. Moreso, when I do, there is almost no emotion left. Anger or otherwise.
Like I've said before, if there's one thing I've had going for me, it's that I've fallen hard before and managed to pick myself back up and move on. It makes it take much less time when it happens again.
I don't think my daily demeanor has changed at all, but my outlook on dating is much more optomistic, and I just don't feel that weight on my shoulders anymore. That's the biggest thing.
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I did have lunch with a very sweet girl on Sunday and got her number. I don't know if anything is going on there yet, but I am more intrigued than usual... I also asked out another girl, but she was leaving for break the next day. We have plans to hang out when I get back. Good things. Good things.
EE asked a while back and I forgot to mention that, yes, I am heading home for the holidays. For quite a while in fact, about three weeks.
I'm sharing a cab with KC (chick drives me LOCO) to head to the airport on Wednesday and then I'm working at one of my old jobs for the few days before Christmas.
The big plus here is that my old home, the one I loved SO MUCH, has not yet been sold, so that's where I'm going to be staying this break. WHOO! I feel a bit bad for my parents, who I could tell wanted me to stay with them. BUT, I got a nice big dose of that over Thanksgiving, and I'm saying no thanks.
It's not that I don't enjoy being around them, I do. BUT,
1. I miss my house a lot. I have a lot of memories from there and moreso, it's MINE. I want to be there.
2. I can't get as much work done at my parents place.
3. Being at their place makes me feel like I'm in high school again.
4. I'm going to be there plenty anyways to work out and do family stuff.
Not to mention I really can't bring a girl back to my parents place (not that I'm expecting that, but should it happen...).
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In other news. I'm proud to say that I really feel like I'm turning a corner and moving on. I can't say that it's any one thing, but if I had to guess, I'd say it's mainly just time. I realized it a day or two ago when I realized how little I'd thought of K lately. Moreso, when I do, there is almost no emotion left. Anger or otherwise.
Like I've said before, if there's one thing I've had going for me, it's that I've fallen hard before and managed to pick myself back up and move on. It makes it take much less time when it happens again.
I don't think my daily demeanor has changed at all, but my outlook on dating is much more optomistic, and I just don't feel that weight on my shoulders anymore. That's the biggest thing.
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I did have lunch with a very sweet girl on Sunday and got her number. I don't know if anything is going on there yet, but I am more intrigued than usual... I also asked out another girl, but she was leaving for break the next day. We have plans to hang out when I get back. Good things. Good things.
posted by Composer at 8:16 PM
5 Comments:
I can totally see why you would want to stay in your old house. I remember how much you loved it. And it was really beautiful.
I'm glad that you are feeling like you have moved on, those feelings of anger have left. That's got to feel nice. And I'm sure the absence of the weight on your shoulders is super nice.
Have fun back home. Three weeks is a long ass time. Enjoy it. :)
*mmmwah*
Yeah it is! I'm looking forward to reconnecting with friends and family and just enjoying myself (when not writing shit-tons of music, of course!).
mmmwah back atcha!
Have a safe trip home honey!!! You sound super excited and I'm excited for you, it's nice to go home!!!
I'll be thinking of ya!
*Hugs and Kisses*
Thanks lady, I am looking forward to it... if nothing else for the change of scenery again. Take care!
I'm back reading here- I know the feeling. Tho I live in the middle of fucking no where, I miss it! It's CRAZY here at my PARENT'S house! (They are great and I love them anyway!)
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