WHAT THE HELL DAY IS IT?
I woke up today and I thought maybe it was Saturday. After pondering for a few minutes I finally figured out it was Monday.
Waking up while sick is always a treat. The runny nose has crystalized, thus forcing me to sleep with an open mouth all night. Good morning cotton mouth, sore throat and severly chapped lips. Worse yet, I have really weird, really vivid dreams when I'm sick. I always wake up straight out of those dreams and have no idea where I'm at or what day it is. Bizarre.
I hate it.
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Things with Southern Belle have finally gotten back on the healthy side. She seems to be handling things pretty well now. I think it helped that we had a talk. She asked me to tell her anything else that was on my mind about her, so I did. I told her that I think some of our communication problems (the conversation just not being there) stemmed from the fact that she would never really open up to me.
I never knew when something was bothering her, and in the end it created a barrier between us. When you couple that with a lack of an open physical relationship, the whole thing ended up feeling sort of shallow.
She said she understood, and that she wants to work on it. I don't know what to expect, but maybe she will really take it to heart and start being more open with me. I do believe there's a chance of something in the future, so I'm glad things are going well now.
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As far as other women? Nothing going on. Nothing. Boo.
I figured out that to have a chance with the girl in my building I would basically have to stalk her. She didn't give me her apartment number, the building manager did... so unfortunately I can't just stop by.
Bummer... And as far as girls at school... well, I pretty much decided to not date at school anymore. Too small, too much gossip. Maybe I need to start hitting the bars?
I woke up today and I thought maybe it was Saturday. After pondering for a few minutes I finally figured out it was Monday.
Waking up while sick is always a treat. The runny nose has crystalized, thus forcing me to sleep with an open mouth all night. Good morning cotton mouth, sore throat and severly chapped lips. Worse yet, I have really weird, really vivid dreams when I'm sick. I always wake up straight out of those dreams and have no idea where I'm at or what day it is. Bizarre.
I hate it.
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Things with Southern Belle have finally gotten back on the healthy side. She seems to be handling things pretty well now. I think it helped that we had a talk. She asked me to tell her anything else that was on my mind about her, so I did. I told her that I think some of our communication problems (the conversation just not being there) stemmed from the fact that she would never really open up to me.
I never knew when something was bothering her, and in the end it created a barrier between us. When you couple that with a lack of an open physical relationship, the whole thing ended up feeling sort of shallow.
She said she understood, and that she wants to work on it. I don't know what to expect, but maybe she will really take it to heart and start being more open with me. I do believe there's a chance of something in the future, so I'm glad things are going well now.
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As far as other women? Nothing going on. Nothing. Boo.
I figured out that to have a chance with the girl in my building I would basically have to stalk her. She didn't give me her apartment number, the building manager did... so unfortunately I can't just stop by.
Bummer... And as far as girls at school... well, I pretty much decided to not date at school anymore. Too small, too much gossip. Maybe I need to start hitting the bars?
1 Comments:
Oh Babe....the cold....being sick. Seeing as I feel like I have been sick almost this *entire* winter. I feel for you. :( ***hugs*** And I agree, when you are sick and sleep, it seems it takes a good half a day to get that 'gunk' to go away. YUCK.
I'm really happy things are seeming more 'ok' with SB.
And I agree, you don't want to appear stalker like. But that sucks that you don't have another avenue to get to know her. Hmmmm...
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