OOPS, PART DEUX

Alright... I'm big enough to admit when I'm wrong, as much as it pains me.

HR (to be referred to as the Southern Belle from here on out) is really amazing. She, as mentioned before, is smart, talented and beautiful... well, once I gave her more time, I realized that she is also incredibly goofy and funny. The girl makes me laugh, and she's sweet beyond words. Awesome. Last week I asked her if she could drive me somewhere and she wasn't able to... so the next day I come home and there's a card on my door apologizing for it. How freaking adorable is that?

Oh, and she bought me last of the mohicans on DVD for my birthday. Mega mega brownie points.

Meanwhile, things with TS (to be referred to as New Years Eve girl) have steadily slowed. I had friends warn me that she might be a flake and I think I'm seeing it now. As wonderful as the conversation is... it's not everything. I've noticed she's less and less reliable in contact, and suddenly our plans to meet when I came home took a step back from definetly to probably. That sucks ya'll. It was not easy booking a flight home, and not cheap either. Seeing her was not the only reason I was going home, but it was the biggest one.

So... this is a first. 99.9% of the time, I know how I feel about someone almost immediately (within a week or so). Either I'm really into them, or I'm not. With Southern Belle... things have slowly gotten better. Every time I've seen her she grows on me a little more. It's really odd, to be honest.

I've been really upfront and honest with her about the situation with NYE girl this whole time, and I've really been respectful of her space... but I decided that I'm not going to let a good thing go, and I told her that. Tomorrow is our first official date, and folks, I'm really excited about it.