I'M A TRAINWRECK
To take a quote from Breezy.
So I had a conversation with TS on the phone today. I can honestly say it was the high point of my week. I hung up the phone and realized we'd been talking for 30 minutes... which, albeit, is not that much time. But it didn't even feel like that long. The conversation is easy and fun. Really fun. That's so hard to find.
I mentioned to her that I was interested in coming home for a few days in Febraury. She got very excited and suggested that she would drive to KC (2 hours) if I did. That is a very good sign.
It's tough to know where to take it from here. I'm trying to let things roll and take it as it comes, and I think I'm doing a pretty good job. I'm extremely interested in persuing this, and I'm going to try to make that more clear the next time I see her.
Only an 18 hour drive... that's not stupid at all...
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and here comes the trainwreck part. I haven't talked with HR yet. (btw, am I the only one who thinks I need a better system for hiding identities?)
The girl is beyond sweet. A real southern belle.
She stopped by my place today on her way back from church. I opened the door and accidentally let out an audible, "wow". She looked amazing... just stunning.
It's tough to turn down something that's right in your face and take a gamle instead. Especially when what's available is pretty good in its own right.
But here's the truth (and believe me, I'm saying this as much for me as I am for you), when you know someone is more right for you, you have to go for that.
Hurdles be damned, I'm going to make an effort with TS, because she's the one I have the real feelings for, not the one who lives in the same building as me.
To take a quote from Breezy.
So I had a conversation with TS on the phone today. I can honestly say it was the high point of my week. I hung up the phone and realized we'd been talking for 30 minutes... which, albeit, is not that much time. But it didn't even feel like that long. The conversation is easy and fun. Really fun. That's so hard to find.
I mentioned to her that I was interested in coming home for a few days in Febraury. She got very excited and suggested that she would drive to KC (2 hours) if I did. That is a very good sign.
It's tough to know where to take it from here. I'm trying to let things roll and take it as it comes, and I think I'm doing a pretty good job. I'm extremely interested in persuing this, and I'm going to try to make that more clear the next time I see her.
Only an 18 hour drive... that's not stupid at all...
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and here comes the trainwreck part. I haven't talked with HR yet. (btw, am I the only one who thinks I need a better system for hiding identities?)
The girl is beyond sweet. A real southern belle.
She stopped by my place today on her way back from church. I opened the door and accidentally let out an audible, "wow". She looked amazing... just stunning.
It's tough to turn down something that's right in your face and take a gamle instead. Especially when what's available is pretty good in its own right.
But here's the truth (and believe me, I'm saying this as much for me as I am for you), when you know someone is more right for you, you have to go for that.
Hurdles be damned, I'm going to make an effort with TS, because she's the one I have the real feelings for, not the one who lives in the same building as me.
posted by Composer at 9:52 PM
3 Comments:
Well,lol. Your system for hiding identies may need a 'cheat sheet'...LMAO! Sometimes it is hard to keep track. You and I remain 'close' enough that I can follow pretty ok. It's been fine so far though. :)
HR....is she what you are looking for?!?!?!? You mentioned she looks good on paper but you don't really click. But when you saw her and you spend time with her, she seems....'good'. IDK.
TS, that is exciting news! Hey! If you can swing it, make it work to visit her, so be it. I'm all about that!
Not much help though, huh? LOL...sorry about that my Love.
It TS is what you want, then hurdles- to heck with them- and go get her and do what needs to be done!
LMAO! I nearly lost my "Smart Start" Cereal all over the screen when I read the first two lines! Sweetie, you are just too funny!!!
Your system for hiding identities is hysterical. Is it just their first and last initials??? hehehe... we need something like "the southern belle" or the "KC Love" or something - besides every time I see "HR" I immediately think "Homeroom" ;-) LOL!!
Listen, there is absolutely *nothing* wrong with persuing both for the moment. Until something more concrete materializes. I have to see a pic of this Homeroom southern belle gal - to blow you away like that - WOW.
In any case, I agree. You are rolling with it really well right now. Your options are open, so take advantage of that!
BTW... What's the deal with the birthday bash?!
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