UPDATE Y'ALL
So, I'd like to start this post off with a funny story from this evening.
I recently got a job as a singer in a church choir in the area. The choir had 2 cute girls, both whom have boyfriends (yeah, I do the research), until tonight, when a third girl shows up. I noticed a look or two (not much to go off of) during rehearsal, so I went for it afterwards.
She sat down near me as the room was clearing out and I walked over to introduce myself. She had a warm smile, made lots of eye contact, and told me her name... going good so far. We talked about what instruments she plays and other small talk, still good. She asked if I went to the conservatory, I said yes. I asked her if she went there, no, she goes to the ______ School for the Arts. I ask "are you a graduate student?" and she looks at me blankly for a moment.
"that's a high school"
Aw shit. I just hit on a junior in high school (about 6 or 7 years my junior). DAMNIT!
All I could muster up was "ooooh... Well! It's nice to meet you!" and got my crap together as quickly as possible. It's too bad, because she is a fine looking young lady....
I feel so dirty.
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So, how did the dates go? Well, not so well.
My friend that was going to set me up with the girl on Friday fell through... and the girl I had plans with on Saturday never returned my call.
Hmmm... This doesn't bode well for the first steps of recovery dating (and neither does hitting on jailbait).
Though I am disappointed, I'm not really to deterred. I got the blind date girl's info and I'm just going to ask her out myself (we met once breifly and I know that she's at least interested) for a group thing soemtime this weekend.
I continue to get better at approaching girls. Two different girls yesterday I struck up conversation with out of thin air, and one today. That may not seem like much for some, but I'm a pretty shy person at first, so this is big for me. I realized it's something I need to work on, and I'm making improvements.
So, a possible date this weekend... I suppose it's something to look forward to. Sigh.
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I promise to update more often folks. It's hard at times to write about your life when you feel like nothing is going well in it. I continue to get better though, and hopefully my frequency in writing will reflect that. Much love -
So, I'd like to start this post off with a funny story from this evening.
I recently got a job as a singer in a church choir in the area. The choir had 2 cute girls, both whom have boyfriends (yeah, I do the research), until tonight, when a third girl shows up. I noticed a look or two (not much to go off of) during rehearsal, so I went for it afterwards.
She sat down near me as the room was clearing out and I walked over to introduce myself. She had a warm smile, made lots of eye contact, and told me her name... going good so far. We talked about what instruments she plays and other small talk, still good. She asked if I went to the conservatory, I said yes. I asked her if she went there, no, she goes to the ______ School for the Arts. I ask "are you a graduate student?" and she looks at me blankly for a moment.
"that's a high school"
Aw shit. I just hit on a junior in high school (about 6 or 7 years my junior). DAMNIT!
All I could muster up was "ooooh... Well! It's nice to meet you!" and got my crap together as quickly as possible. It's too bad, because she is a fine looking young lady....
I feel so dirty.
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So, how did the dates go? Well, not so well.
My friend that was going to set me up with the girl on Friday fell through... and the girl I had plans with on Saturday never returned my call.
Hmmm... This doesn't bode well for the first steps of recovery dating (and neither does hitting on jailbait).
Though I am disappointed, I'm not really to deterred. I got the blind date girl's info and I'm just going to ask her out myself (we met once breifly and I know that she's at least interested) for a group thing soemtime this weekend.
I continue to get better at approaching girls. Two different girls yesterday I struck up conversation with out of thin air, and one today. That may not seem like much for some, but I'm a pretty shy person at first, so this is big for me. I realized it's something I need to work on, and I'm making improvements.
So, a possible date this weekend... I suppose it's something to look forward to. Sigh.
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I promise to update more often folks. It's hard at times to write about your life when you feel like nothing is going well in it. I continue to get better though, and hopefully my frequency in writing will reflect that. Much love -
posted by Composer at 7:03 PM
5 Comments:
I am a jailbait magnet! As much as a hottie as you are, I'm not surprised that you are either! ;)
Sorry those other dates fell through. That's awesome you are working on your confidence to approach chicks. It'll pay off fo you hon.
*smooches*
Oh...and dearheart, I think I can safely say that we ALL are missing your HNT pics... :)
Thanks pretty lady, glad I'm not the only accidental perv here!
I'll start with the HNT again soon, I just got a new digi camera!
Ooooo! Me too! Maybe we could both jump back in. :)
Can't wait to see you start up again!
A junior in High school? oh my goodness!!!! I teach high school- want me to fix ya up?
As for the real dates- it sucks that they didn't ahppen...things will get better, I swear! (yea right- advice from the girl who lives where men don't have their own teeth or the shirts are stained with chew juice...)
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